Tonight I spend all night just looking after myself, or should I say my face and hair. I used LONVITALITE collagen crystal eye mask, must say I really liked it. Normally I use the gold collagen eye and

All I ever dreamed of was be something in life, someone., someone more than just a girl from a small town. I had big dreams. I wanted to be like my Grandmother, an actress, my own individual, independent.

It's all starting to make more sense now. The Wednesday night we met, it was supposed to be one night thing. I kept drinking the devils drink, vodka soda lime. Suits him! I can barely remember what he

I remember the last time I saw him, "it's just fucking" he said, and I knew he was using me, but I felt so strong towards him. I'd say I was in love. I'd say I still am. I was his drug (so he

When I close my eyes I see him. It's been months since he abandoned me. Abandonment, healing memories, but what is abandonment? It's different to all of us, but yet the same. The first time I felt abandoned

Sometimes I think back and I try to understand... Remember, where did it all started? I close my eyes and I can see this little girl who is "abandoned" , exploring the world on her own. My Mother