If God were real If heaven existed A chorus of angels would try to emulate the song my heart sings for you 4FEB2020 omiedove

I inhale and sink in deep into my bed I'm alive A seed at the end of it's frozen winter dormancy my atoms stirring the dna programming of the past you entered a password access my circuitry activated I

I want to just lay here in bed not moving thirsty not drinking water needing to pee delaying it I'm high Again dopamine addict lovesick (drip) I'm eating fruit forcing myself I don't really want to because