If God were real If heaven existed A chorus of angels would try to emulate the song my heart sings for you 4FEB2020 omiedove

I inhale and sink in deep into my bed I'm alive A seed at the end of it's frozen winter dormancy my atoms stirring the dna programming of the past you entered a password access my circuitry activated I

I want to just lay here in bed not moving thirsty not drinking water needing to pee delaying it I'm high Again dopamine addict lovesick (drip) I'm eating fruit forcing myself I don't really want to because

Speak to me impersonally As if we'd never spoken face-to-face As if we'd never touched As if we'd never felt anything As if we'd been able to restrain ourselves every time we were in physical proximity

An invitation And we meet I part your legs And slide in toward your body You resist And I try harder and you yield But only slightly I'm trying to press myself against your chest And wrap my arms around

drip drip drip drip Timothy dear drip drip I drink water to moisten my lips to speak your name I'm compelled to speak it drip drip all of it drip drip drip My eyes open and I search for you A photo ugh

I see you lookin' ;) An uber soft, plush, white and gray hoodie. I've got the hood up; my hair cascades out from inside the hood. A smile, a smile returned A hey A hey back :) I see you ;) You push your

ugh... ...got it ...that feeling ...the chemicals ...coursing through my veins I sit back Lay my head back ...and breathe deeply ...breathe in the euphoria ...ascend upwards …light Light, but strong And

When I found you, I'd been looking for you so long that I wasn't sure if you did exist, but somehow I just knew, so I never gave up. I was swept up in relief and exhilaration. We played in the woods and

You wanted me from the start And drove five hours to meet me And drove five hours home After a full week of work And overtime And you called me on your lunch break from the factory And on your fifteen

There are no elves Working through the night To surprise you with newly cobbled shoes in the morning And there is no Santa With an overstuffed bag of free toys For the sweet and kind girls and boys And

although we couldn't speak we smiled fascinated by each other we walked along the beach ate cotton candy and drew pictures in the sand drawing hearts with sticks of driftwood and holding hands we stayed

Snow slowly melting after a six month winter And the excitement of a slow reveal The ground, the earth and mud And blades of grass It was there And the memory of it materializes Spring air fills the lungs

You were there But I never expected In my crippling euphoria We collected apples for the press And when we were alone You kissed me There was the sweetness of cider

Laundry folded and put away Quiet nights and quiet days Dishcloths neatly in a stack Dishes drying in the rack Sparkling mirrors and broom swept floors Oiled hinges on wooden doors A stream of moonlight

I love you And upon every exciting discovery I want to look for you, find you, jump up and throw my arms around you Kiss your face with a thousand kisses And share my excitement with you In youthful enthusiasm

Dixieland Delight to remind myself I'm not alone in this world I couldn't keep you out of my mind Couldn't or wouldn't I only wanted something pure and uncorrupted But I laid in my bed And pulled my blankets

In Denmark, there is a small town Built into the mountain slope Dotted with small homes and pines And the pines drop pools of needles That scatter the dooryards of the homes And in a depression of earth

I was cleaning A pile of paper Sorting And on the corner Of the back of a notebook There were a few words, A list: Hunt for Gollum Dead Marshes Conflict at Carrock Hills of Emyn Muil Journey to Rhosgobel

A green dot Contact. Not a green light... However For a moment There we were I sat still Excited