I'm sorry I took so long to respond, dogbun. Off the interwebs for a while. Needed to unplug and reboot. That's one of my favorite songs, btw. Nostalgic, melancholy sweet song that makes you see life like

Sounds like a mysterious night walk to me. Nice and creepy. I liked it better the second time I listened. I guess I heard things I missed the first time around. I hear a lot of different influences there.

Yes, to all of that. Really... And yeah, things happen, and there literally feels like a (before x) and (after x) reality. At least that's how it is for me. And not necessarily some sole event as much

Thank you. :)

Yeah, for sure, that imposter syndrome when it attacks, is lethal. Thanks for the reference. I'll have to bookmark that to listen to. (And I really will... I love media references.) Self compassion and

I know exactly what you mean. For people who seem to get called crazy so much...there seems to be a lot of rationality in the thoughts, the reasons, that lead to suicide. Maybe that's the hardest thing

That photo alone without any words is striking enough. It takes my mind to that place of thought. Scenes like that always do. I don't know why... I guess I could point to things in life, but I don't know

Yay, I like this! Just because... Helpful to hear, and glad to see you understand how to pull through it when it happens - because it inevitably always does. Maybe you can make it happen less often, or

These are definitely on my to-collect list.

Really pretty. I'm sure the details were more striking in person.

I remember that place. It is, really nice there. Love a nice walk in the woods.

This song doesn't make me want to bow down, it makes me want to run. Dark and motivating, chastising and fearful... I think you captured the fear of death (running) and respect for death (falling down

It's so beautiful where you live. I think I'd enjoy the drive even if I never made it to the campsite. And I'm sure there's no shortage of places to car sleep undisturbed around there. The fun of adventure

Siavash Ghomeyshi...known as the father of trance music in Iran. That's pretty neat. Reading about them both. You played it well. I like that you added the lyrics.

You're welcome. And that's fine, I'm always late on my replies too. Yeah, I just had to comment because a lot of your thoughts and experiences seem parallel to my own in ways. The experiences, and the

Wow, you really have a way with words. And quite the perspective on life. That's a compliment and a friendly consolation, for all you've clearly been through. You've put into words something that's happened

That's a cute memory to have. I've got ones like that too. You'll be even more glad you took that picture someday.

Yes, I like watching people watching me in windows. And then watching myself watching them...in the reflection. That can occupy me for longer than I'd like to admit. Time to reflect in every sense. That

Yes, all the time lol. But sometimes I forget and it surprises me all over again. Thinking..."Why didn't I think to look up there before now?".

Neat. :)