Flay me because I need the pain. Flay me because it's all the same. Flay me because I'm full of shame. Flay me because I want the fame. Flay me please and make my day. Flay me please don't make me say.

Its another day like this...no another month. Maybe a year? It feels like forever either way. Fuck it I give up. I wait trying my hardest to waste away life has no meaning for me anymore. Not like this...no

This is my first photo upload. This picture was taken on my way to have back surgery and I found it quite beautiful. I have a few others that I took on the way as well and I think I'll upload them because

Desolation and solitude....no...a Tuesday. I find myself locked away on this lonely little misty island. At first it was great...and then it wasn't. Suddenly the wealth of sunshine was just a sunburn.

Would you dream my dream? Feeling what I feel? Tasting what I taste? Loving what I love? Hating what I hate? Would you do this for me? Would you truly believe what I believe? Love every lie I love? Drink

Is pain the only thing we are ment to feel? Truly ment to I mean. After all, everything else is fleeting. Happiness? It goes away. Comfort? It disappears. Warmth? Gone. Desire? Vanished. But pain? Constant.

Agony? Ha...no this is sweet compared to what's coming. What? Well because i love you...don't you know that? Yes! I do this , all of this because I love you! Well who ever said love felt good? So don't

Oops...now hold on I know what everyone is thinking. I'm sure your saying "Damn it Monday! You abandoned us!". Or something similar and while I would usually flay any soul who dared to speak

Swallow Wait Ah finally now it comes that sweet moment I crave. Longing for death is one thing. But tasting it? Truly feeling its loving embrace for just a few hours? Passing back and forth between that

Blue Lady, blue lady come to me. For we my dear lady have a love that shall never be. Was it truly that first smoke that let me see? Well whatever the case now I need you with me. I miss the nights we've

Recently it has come to my attention that doubt has been spread about the best Mister/ Miss among us is. For that reason I've decided to take on the chore of shedding some light on my 'colleagues'. Today

I often find myself doing my utmost to quell my inner darkness. You see it tends to try to writhe its way out on a daily basis. And of course more often then not I succeed quite well. I do this only to

I've heard my eyes are quite stunning. Maybe it's the red glow they hold when I hunt? I've heard my teeth are quite dazzling. Maybe it's the way my fangs look pressed against a vein? I've heard my voice

We watch you through your window at night. You always like to leave on your kitchen light. And under your pillow is where you keep the flashlight. We see your boyfriend guarding you. Why doesn't he leave

To all the denizens of my realm I have a very important notice that takes effect immediately. All screaming is now illegal as it continues to frighten my new....guest. And yes this includes screams of

Yes just sign here and you will have it all. Yes everything....what does everything mean? I'm sorry I don't mean to be rude but I thought you were serious about this? If not I can always take this deal

I love my pets. Oh yes I'm quite the owner. I take very good care of them, I feed them, wash them, and I even keep these adorable little collars on them! And the ones that behave themselves the most get

Should I tell you that your beautiful? Should I still say it when the very word seems an understatement when attempting to describe you? Should I tell you about the magnificence of your personality? Should

You should be happy! No...wait ecstatic! Why? Well because it's almost Monday! Come now you know Monday is my only day I can leave! I mean it's my day after all! Oh the fun I'll have this Monday! What?

Man I hate this feeling. It's gnawing, tearing, and gnashing. But then that's my curse this feeling. Though it does have it's uses. The least of which let's me know the date. Let's me know it's the one