Hello! Thank you for your wonderful comment and comforting words, felt the sincerity and concern. I am going through something right now and I re-read some of my blogs which somehow meant something deeper than it and I just felt quite ashamed about it. So, I interconnected it with what I've done to my other social media accounts. It gave me a comfort which somewhat felt like a fresh start and the "clean canvas" that I was talking about.

Yes, I do understand that's the only thing I can do, to evolve and move forward but a part of me is hesitant since what happened to me lately felt like a deja vu.. I guess I just have to reflect more, and choose a different path.

I'm on that stage wherein I'm still really confused about adulting. Honestly, it's quite exhausting... that's why I kinda wrote it in here, hoping someone will also get me and understand my thoughts. Fortunately, based from your comment, you're one of those whom I looking for. Thank you! Really mean a lot.

Merry Christmas! :-)