And I am willing to do anything - absolutely anything - to get another hit of my life saving supply. Emotional sobriety day 2. I identify as a love&sex addict. For the past 16 years of my life, I have

2022 was a tough one:P Just like all the other years... The past few weeks hit so hard. I've been suicidal for most of my adult life, but I have never been this close to actually contemplating ending my

Christmas isn't the most wonderful time of the year for many of us out there. Sending my heart to all of you who are spending the holidays alone. Tonight I will be doing some self care, journaling and

My window of tolerance is sky high. I will justify unacceptable behaviour to no end. They will show me exactly who they are, yet I won’t believe them. My red flags detectors were on, I simply decided to

Don't mess with me #youvebeenwarned #mugshot

“Love enjoys knowing everything about you; desire needs mystery. Love likes to shrink the distance that exists between me and you, while desire is energized by it. If intimacy grows through repetition

I would rather set myself on fire than go through the experience of heartbreak again. It is the most impossible type of human suffering. Words can’t do justice to the unbearableness of what it feels like

Taking selfies in the midst of a mental breakdown to make sure I look cute while crying My relationship with boredom hit an all time low in the last years. Where I once used to welcome it with open arms

People go around shopping for romantic love with their 10 foot long checklist. We’re on the lookout for the best of the best, doesn’t matter that we’re ourselves an emotional mess. We expect our prospective

I’ve always known I’ve never wanted kids. It’s the one thing in my life I am so completely sure of. There’s a 0% chance of me ever feeling different in some unknown future. It’s just such a certainty,

Avoidants. My subconscious is drawn to them like there’s no tomorrow. Sky high chemistry, just as high levels of toxicity. I’m very sensitive to people who don’t have the luxury of having a secure attachment

💜 my job so much best part of summer🍦 7 weeks post injury (ankle still extra swollen but I can RUN again #couldntbehappier) The best #pecanpie fave kombucha🍋 fave pokemon:P Eevee favorite thing in the

My new fave spot in montreal😍😍😍

Sorry bieber, never say never can't cut it anymore:( Can someone pinch me and wake me up from this never ending nightmare:( Bottom line is this: you can be the sweetest most caring person, it doesn't matter,

Damaged dudes are my cup of tea. The heart wants what it wants, not what it needs. I will let myself jump through hoops all day long if that’s what it takes to get a good minute of tenderness. I will toss

That's what happens when a broken soul with money to blow meets a crystal store. #diditforthelulz The blue one is just wow tho

Eating the pain away, two poutines at a time #onlyasabwould First one is general tao, second is dumpling.

There's inflammation inside my stomach so biopsy will be performed to see what's up with that. Might be a gastritis. Was so fucked up on fentanyl can't remember anything from the actual procedure. My stomach

Few months ago it was up my ass now inside my throat what can I say we love to take things in over here... Only looking forward to it for the fentanyl hit let's be honest... Wish a bad bitch luck

Going through a heartbreak with an abandonment trauma is the single most unbearable pain in the world. I'm dead on the inside. I'm tired of putting on my 2 happy 4 life persona but I can't let go of this